Its 5 days since Steady left, and I couldn't miss him more. I hate that I can't just call him up to shoot the breeze or just hear his voice. He'll be back next week, thankfully, and I just cant wait! I've been trying to do things to keep myself busy. I joined a gym. I picked up a new book, which I finished in a day. I rearranged my room just a little. But none of it makes me stop missing him. I suppose that some time apart can be a good thing and that seeing each other again in the flesh will be wonderful. This whole experience kinda makes me never want to use instant messaging again though. Hearing his voice had become a daily thing for me. Hugging, kissing, cuddling is a weekly thing. I haven't been able to do any of it since last Sunday. It doesn't sit well with me.
I actually never thought I would be like this in a relationship but I guess everything changes when you find a wonderful person to spend your time with.
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