Welp. Steady is gone. He left last night on a red-eye flight to Europe. Lucky dog. I didn't think it would be so hard to know hes so far away. I started to cry on the phone last night but tried to make sure that he didn't know. And of course last night I had a nightmare featuring him. In the dream I did something completely out of character and it was truly horrible. I know I would never do such a thing in real life on the sole reason that I know it would break his heart. Which, in turn, would break mine. But now, all I want to do is talk to him. Tell him my dream, just hear his voice. Hug him, kiss him...
Just 12 days left.
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