Inhale

It has been a good couple of days.

Saturday, Revelry made its debut. I was honored to be in it. The concept was amazing, garments were beautiful, and I have high hopes for her future. The show was incredible but so bittersweet. I know that with in only a couple of weeks she'll be off to Philadelphia to have all sorts of adventures. I will miss her terribly. I'm so happy for her but so jealous at the same time. I wish for adventure and travel but have never had the ability to go to the fantastic places that I long to go for.

Sunday. That was an early day. The after party of the fashion show kicked my butt and I kinda wanted to sleep all day but my steady picked me up at about 10:30 and we spent the day together. I was full of the outdoors, ice cream, window shopping, and relaxation. I really do love to spend time with him. I can't believe that in a time in my life where everything is going wrong, I have someone to hold my hand and tell me everything is going to be okay... even though it might not.

Today. Relaxed till about noon by watching a movie. Then decided that I should get my day started and went to the Temping Agency. The visit went very well. I just need to finagle my resume to make it more office friendly and the woman said she'd hopefully find me a new job. I need it badly. Then I worked at my promotional job and got to get some exercise by riding my bike. Now my legs hurt and I fear for tomorrow.


It seems that lately I would love to run from my life and go hide in a place where no one can find me. Erase all my debt to Sallie Mae and just live in an home, not just an apartment. I wish to someday be one of those people who can actually be relaxed about money and not worry about crazies in her life. I don't think its a very far fetched idea. But then again, I have been wrong before.

Exhale.